If there’s a question I’ve been asked more than any of the obvious ones (“Are you crazy?” “What’s wrong with you?” and so on… ) it’s “Are you ready?” And it’s a tricky question to answer honestly. I mean, obviously I think I am, otherwise I wouldn’t be here but I don’t really know whether I am or not. Nor will I know until I cross that finish line. The askers of this question are always well-meaning and quite unaware of the conversation they’ve just kick-started in my brain.
Logical part of brain: “You’ve trained hard. You’ve done long races before. You’ll be fine.”
Emotional part of brain: “What if it wasn’t enough? What if it’s just too hard”
and so forth…
This question was much on my mind this morning as I packed all of my many bags and began the logistical preparation for tomorrow’s big event. Ironman is all about bags (well, also lines and $$$, but there are lots of bags!) I started by laying all of my bags out on the bed:

I’d made numerous packing lists, so it was just a matter of making sure everything ended up in the right bag. M & T came in periodically to check on me and take photos:

T was in charge of the bike checkout ticket and found a nice safe place to put it:

The boys took a nap on the couch while we finished packing up:

Finally, it was time to go drop off all of my bags and bike at the transition area. (Gulp.) Here I am, bags in hand – as ready as I’ll ever be:

T put my bike sticker on:

And we were off! Only athletes were allowed into the transition area, so I had to leave my support team behind while a volunteer hurried up to grab my bags:

She was very nice, and walked me to my spot on the bike rack and then showed me where to put each of my transition bags. I thanked her for her help and took a few moments to take some pictures around the transition area. In this sea of bags, how will I ever find mine?

Oh wait, here it is:

Here’s my bike row:

And here’s my bike on the rack, waiting patiently for it’s big day:

Swim buoys – next time I see them, they’ll be in the lake and I’ll be swimming by them.

All of the Swim to Bike bags:

I also wandered into the change tent. Last year, I was a volunteer here and this year I’ll get to see this through the eyes of a participant. Since I wouldn’t have a chance to take a picture tomorrow, I decided to snap a shot now:

As I was heading out, I ran into Erin so I walked with her as she dropped her stuff off and we took a few more photos:


Finally, we were all checked in and we could return to our peeps behind the fences. We ran into our volunteer captain from last year, which was great. M snapped this awesome shot of us leaving, we look so hardcore!

After all that, we had a few last minute supplies to pick up. First, we’d been told we had to try some Timbits, so we stopped at Tim Hortons. So, Tasha – this is for you:

Pretty tasty, I must say! Then we hit Walmart to grab some sign-making supplies and a few other things. T found this giant container of Epsom Salts for my post-race bath. I was pretty psyched:

After that it was time to head home and rest as best we could for the big day ahead. Erin & I chilled on the couch while J & M did battle with the evil kitchen to prepare our pre-race meal. M snapped this great picture that really nails the anxiety levels:

Dinner was awesome – J & M really outdid themselves with some delicious chicken, sweet potatoes and green beans. (YUM!) Soon it was time to go to bed, even though I was reasonably sure I wasn’t going to be able to sleep. After I went to “sleep” the preparations began for the next day. They wouldn’t let me in to see, but I could hear lots of giggling, which is never a good sign (get it?)

Tomorrow is the moment of truth. We’ll see if I’m ready…